by Karen S. Matthias-Long

by Karen S. Matthias-Long

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Waiting

I wait for the LORD, my soul waits, and in his word, I hope; my soul waits for the LORD more than those who watch for the morning, more than those who watch for the morning. Psalm 130:5-6


Little one has said her prayers
Hours ago, hours ago
But her tiny body
Tosses and turns:
   Fire, did she smell fire?
   Are those eyes of a monster by her curtains?
   What of the witch that waits under her bed?

At college, she feels the emptiness
In her heart, like a weight
Pulling her down into the abyss
The evening minutes pass
Slowly.
   What is life about, really?
   What is out there for her?
   What is this invisible burden she feels?

New mother in the maternity ward
Joyful - yes, because of her new son.
But, such sorrow, too.
She gazes through the hospital window
Into the night sky -
And knows the women giving birth
In Kuwait are seeing bombs in their night sky.
   Everything seems foreign to her;
   The evening sky is full of nightmares
   And apocalyptic specters.

She lies next to her lover;
He sleeps, fitfully.
They have loved for so many years!
She is afraid to sleep -
He has had these symptoms...
   If she sleeps, she may not know if there is an emergency
   She might have to deal with.
   She stays awake, alert.

          She watches for the morning when the fears disappear,
             When her sadness is but a mist.
                 She watches for the morning with a longing
                    So deep; she waits for the sun.
                        Even more so, she waits for the hope
                           That comes in the Son.

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